MIRNALINI
25 Nov
Fourteen
Cedarian
2O'08
3S'09
TLDDS.
Aanandha Kootani
Itchashakthi
OAL BOARD.
First Aid OAC '09
Campfire COALs '09
my boots will ROCK YOUR SOCKS :D
i love my love too.
and special makes my heart smile(:
Saturday, April 4, 2009
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11:49 AM
crushed black and blue ; long time, long time, since i posted in here. its only been 2 weeks yet it feels like a month. too many things have happened i guess. and too fast. silver. despite everything, a silver. i know it seemed like i didnt really care, that i couldnt be bothered that we'd gotten a silver. but inside, haiya. you wont know how it felt for me right. cos you were all busy wallowing in self pity, busy pushing the blame to others while telling yourself that you did your best. i know. i didnt give my all on that day. i know there were some practices when i just didnt care anymore. i know i could have done better. yet i didnt. but. i also know how much i sacrificed. i know that i could have just quit and didnt bother anymore but i continued. i know how i nearly gave up. i know how close i came to ending the best friendship i've ever had. i know the tears i've cried, the hurt i've felt. and you dont know. you will never know. as long as you continue to blindly believe that the blame isnt on you, you will never understand. because you wont try. im a different person at the end of these three months. and certain things i saw in you, i told myself i will never do those things as a leader. i have learnt from my mistakes, yes. but i've learnt from yours too. its over. a thing of the past. but we've learnt. and these memories, i will keep. i wont forget. - ms poon called me blur cos i fell down at the starting line of the 2.4 before we even started running it. wth. both my knees are injured and they hurt. ): but thanks everybody who told me to get well soon. ((: i feel like /: x: cos i dunno which leg to limp on since both legs are injured. //: i'm a really zai sexy soccer player and min agreeeeeees! :D :D she's still MEAN thoh but she's min so i forgive her because really really zai sexy soccer players have big hearts :D - i'm glad for people like min and badi who can make me laugh until my tummy hurts. its with these people that i know they will be there no matter what happens. i'm glad for a tablepartner like tanya who is the reason i look forward to lessons. i'm glad for someone like jaya with whom i can talk about anything and everything. i'm glad for a darling like saren who can cheer me up anytime. i'm glad for people like amreetaa and archana who got me through dance. i'm glad for people like deevesh and nish akka who make me look forward to mondays. i'm glad for people in my dance and sunday classes who end of my week with a bang. im glad for seniors like special and ______ _____ who make me high and gay and put a spring in my step and a :D on my face. i'm glad for my family who help me through the toughest times and who give true meaning to the saying, "blood is thicker than water." i'm extremely extremely glad for parents like the ones i have who nag and shout at me yet surprise me with the smallest yet most touching things. i'm glad that God gave me the faith and love to believe in Him and believe that anything can be solved by trusting Him completely and surrendering myself to Him. the world is an amazing place, no? (: |
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