MIRNALINI
25 Nov
Fourteen
Cedarian
2O'08
3S'09
TLDDS.
Aanandha Kootani
Itchashakthi
OAL BOARD.
First Aid OAC '09
Campfire COALs '09
my boots will ROCK YOUR SOCKS :D
i love my love too.
and special makes my heart smile(:
Thursday, March 5, 2009
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8:34 PM
and when we just break ; i still feel really guilty about making you cry cos none of of what i said was directed at you. we all really appreciate you coming down and we would be lost without you. really. i mean it from the bottom of my heart. what else was i supposed to say? i meant all i said. but they just twisted my words to their side. was it of any use at all then? and i didnt know that so many of th others felt the same way as i did. we voiced our opinions, and that was th truth. you just gotta accept it. we accept that we have flaws, we take all th shouting, all the hurt. it was about time somebody stood up and said something. and im glad i did. but im not glad that i hurt you. if i could have said it in any way that it wouldnt have hurt you, trust me, i would have. please do come back. we need you. and thank you so much to th pcs, psls, guides, who cheered for us and rezwana [sp?] for talking to us. ((: it was really really really so sweet of yall. (((((((: WE LOVE YOU ALL TOOOO :D i just want to be a good student who does all her work and is so gracious and polite and rarely gets shouted at by her teachers and rarely fails to hand in assignments, and always passes her tests. and a good daughter who always makes her parents proud, a sister who is a good role model to her younger brothers, a dancer who puts in all her effort for the competitions, an OAI who meets her leaders expectations, i want to make OAC enjoyable for 3A and im worried that i'll screw up really badly and that we'll all get screamed at by ms poon. i think history was so screwed and i feel so emotionally drained after today. its raining and i want to sleep but there's still stuff to do. and i shouldnt be here but i have alot to say and i need an outlet to let it all out. sometimes, when you're trying to argue your case with someone and they just dont get your point cos they're so focused on their own ideas, dont you get so frustrated that you just wanna scream at them? its so annoying and i cant stand you ughhhh. you suck can. my thumbdrive is annoying me cos its supposed t be 4GB and its not unlocking itself and i cant put anything more than 2MB inside it. fishhh. i need to go put eye drops but i really hate putting them grahhhhh. everybody's asleep and i want to sleep too. ): its so cold yet so humid. /: i cant wait for all this to be over yet i know i will miss it like crazy and it will suck having nothing to do but study and i hope hope hope drama comes along to save me. good luck renuka, faeyza, rabia for the upcoming competition. (: yall must can will do it cos cedar drama always does it. :D you went missing suddenly and i miss you so so so much. ): i love tanya cos she's such an awesome table partner but we both miss siti and samyuktha badly. ): min. ohoh shut the hell up. says: you know min. ohoh shut the hell up. says: i feel that like currently and recently, my only source of refuge is the oal board min. ohoh shut the hell up. says: everything else equivalates to hell except the oal board you're oh so right min. I LOVE THE OAL BOARD. (: we're such rocking, stoning, pebbling people, yo. :D my legs are aching like crazy and im scared to imagine how much they're gonna hurt tmr. you know, if a blog is meant to be for saying whatever that person wants to say, why doesnt everyone just say names while saying stuff on their blog? why must lock your blog to speak your mind? im guilty of it too and i can never speak my mind fully on my blog. hurrrrr. /: i realise i've been feeling so /: or x: lately. i think its just cos i cant find a proper emotion. /: i really should be going and oh, btw the time now is 2252hrs my blog timing is abit screwed. take care everybody, there's a flu bug going around. jiayou sec3s i know we're all going thru tough times right now. i miss 2o and charlie so badly. ): and i was wondering why humpty dumpty is called a nursery rhyme. doesnt it make too much sense to be a nursery rhyme? x: and whoever you are, thanks for reading till here. i love you too (: and they all fall down. |
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