MIRNALINI
25 Nov
Fourteen
Cedarian
2O'08
3S'09
TLDDS.
Aanandha Kootani
Itchashakthi
OAL BOARD.
First Aid OAC '09
Campfire COALs '09
my boots will ROCK YOUR SOCKS :D
i love my love too.
and special makes my heart smile(:
Friday, November 28, 2008
wasted chances. /
5:28 PM
my brother's gg to watch azhagi later. ahhh. heartpain heartpain. D: knowing that i could be there, acting my heart out but i'm not. i dun blame anyone. what could i do if coals is gg to end just 2 days before the very play itself? but then i think, instructor danae could juggle musical and coals. could i have too if i had tried? i didnt try at all. didnt attempt to call mr selva back and inform him abt camp, ask him if it was still possible for me to be in azhagi. idk. maybe deep down, i alr knew tht it being a RDG production, they would have intensive rehersals th whole week before th show. but i still should have tried. no harm trying. right? ah forgeddit. nth i can do abt it now right? except for praying to god to give me one, last chance. dad's right. i dun make use of my abilities well. taking everything for granted. sheeeesh. well, i've found a new year resolution i guess. like what instructors always say, you'll never know if you dun try, right? why can i do that at coals but not in real life? i've got to start applying what i learnt in coals to real life. (: JIAYOU MIRNA!!(= look familiar? idk why but the word jiayou always reminds me of you. i cldnt resist adding the exclamation marks and smiley face this time. i miss you, dear. ): alright off to clear my room. hellloooo dust. grrrrrr. kaanal neeril meen pidikka, kaigal ninaithaal mudinthidumaa? |
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