the little things that make life great,

i really like that picture cos it perfectly describes me and you(:
i was in the bus going past old cedar there and innocence by avril lavigne started playing. and i got reminded of taking 100 home with saren and listening to that song with her and sitting in school for hours with her and listening to that song and that song OMG that song that song that song and saren. omg darlinggggg i miss you like alot alot already. D:
i realised ill never take 100 home with you again cos when i go back to old cedar, you wont be there. oh man i really really really miss going home so late after dance and waiting at sgoon interchange, so tired out and sweaty and icky.
i miss staying back after school for so long for no reason.
i miss writing countless letters to you. [50+ in a yr!]
i miss going for recess with you.
i miss seeing you leaning on the parapet outside 2A.
i miss hearing you talk about your __'__ _____.
i miss listening to vallavaa on your phone.
i miss msging you about nothing at all.
i miss teling you about everything that happens.
i miss eating hip hop jelly with you.
but i really really really miss going home with you. i miss that the most. really the most. cos those were our own darling moments. when it was just us. precious times.
my darling rocks. seriously.
she's been there for me since last year. when i got hyped after seeing special, she was there to go '-.-'. when i was having all those self esteem problems, she was there to boost my confidence in myself. when i was annoyed with things going on at home, she was there to listen to me ramble on and on about everything. when i was tired and needed a hug, she was there to give me a hug even though she was tired out herself. she listened to whatever i wanted to say, she stayed for however long i wanted her to stay. awesome, really.
its her letters that kept me going when i wanted to just give up.
remember the turtles you used to draw on the letters?
remember that long long list of 'i love ___'s?
remember all the totally random things we used to write about?
your hatred of dairy?
remember remember remember?
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
i could be me when i was with you. i could tell you more than i told anyone else. no matter what, darling. you'll always be my awesomest darling/dodo/boots. i know you're busy now. but we'll go out soon yea? (: i love you darling. and someday, we'll go search the whole of singapore for hip hop jelly k? one day la. (:
this moment, is perfect
please dun go away